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This is the window to my soul.....read on. NOTE: May contain explicit language and malicious thoughts.

jueves, noviembre 11, 2004

Fallen Angel Still Angry with the Inconsiderate Buffoon

day two and im still making it a point not to talk to my inconsiderate guy (funny how i still consider him MY guy given that he annoys me so much and makes me mad until i reach my breaking point). he was calling our house but i havent answered his calls. i know its him coz he calls up and lets the phone ring once or twice. bahala siya noh...manigas siya. magsasayang lang naman ako ng laway ko and energy if i talk to him.....i know he'll just listen in one ear and it'll go out the other.

i was talking to jem yesterday and being who she was (a woman who have literally been a step ahead of us eversince highschool), she actually knew the right thing to say and knows what's going on my mind. i mean, lahat ng thoughts that i keep to myself, she was able to verbalize w/o me telling her about it. syempre natural lang na napagalitan din niya ako. i actually agree with her that i already know what type of situation im into, i know what i can do about it but im not doing anything.

my plan? IGNORE THE F*CK OUT OF HIM....maybe he'll catch my drift......he better...... i dont want to waste my time talking to him anymore. i've already tried this tactic for 4 years now and nothing has changed.......